Saturday, June 17, 2017

Synchronicity in passing - Dammit Janet, this better be a pregnant pause

As the bulb fades here, a tiny spark winks on in another dimension, storing energy for the beam when the final cord dissolves. "Hello real world. Thanks for calling me home. I knew something was missing, just couldn't put my finger on it until I woke up and all the signs of death were gone." - This is a realization one might call 'Illumination.'

She had me approve a photo for her page last November. In January this year, we talked about her Mom (deceased). My hairdresser brother (her friendly contact and support for years) cut her hair in March. He said she looked much the same as always. No indication of a problem nor did she mention any sort of trouble or worries as she sometimes had in the past. We spoke via chat on March 20th.

May 6. Out-of-sorts. What? A kind of panic. Janet. I started checking. No connect (translation: "like" or suggestion on my page) since our last contact in March. Her birthday was coming up. I sent a message and checked her page.
  • There it was in the feed: April 18.  - 'Ovarian Cancer sucks.' - ...

FB acquaintance notes she is being cared for but there is no contact info. At this point there is concern. Cell phone doesn't take messages. If there is contact, she initiates.

  • May 25th. - 'RIP' is posted on her page via another FB out-of-town connection who then falls off the page.
Again, something is off. Telepathic connect with Janet who implies the friends on her page may not have all the details. Curious.

Now I start connecting dots. In talking with those who inquire of me, I discover none of her daily contacts or current, close, texting friends has had any indication or conversation about her illness since that April post, nor does it seem they had been informed of anything prior.

Long-term friends were kept out of the loop. This now sounds reminiscent of someone planning to take a trip and not coming back. Tying up the loose ends, she started early in the year.

Telepathic sending. Asking for help and trying to pick up information. Studio light at work turned itself off, once. Electronics are acting up, burned out bulbs at home. Not too excessive. A person started to materialize in front of me in the studio but I lost the image when I tried to focus and at the time I didn't connect the incident to Janet. Beginning in May, brake lights on the car began to act erratic when parked.

Surprising telepathic response when I saw the 'RIP' post. Janet told me she was with a guy who is "dead like me"... It was such an odd phrase for her to choose that I thought it might have been a joke.

My brother offered a piece of the equation I didn't know. Her apartment was part of a Trust. That Trust was funded by parents of a young man who had been bed-ridden and in a coma. It could have been that she had connected to him.

She then telepathed an image and said it was her new "boyfriend". He looked nothing like anyone I have known her to have an interest in. A similar image appeared in an advertisement within a few hours. In a dream I was seated beside her on the couch and she introduced me to the same person.

After a few days of thought contact, I realized that phrase she gave me didn't necessarily mean she was deceased. Considering that the image could also be a hospice caretaker, I started thinking differently. It suggested that she could also be in an in-between state of neither here nor there. Drug induced, a hazy, coma-comfortable as part of the transitioning in a hospice care situation.

Elmer Green address a similar state of conscious awareness in his trilogy, Ozawkie Book of the Dead.

More recently, Russell Brinegar shares his dual state of being experience during his NDE in his book, Overlords of the Singularity.

He came face-to-face with his transcendent self. Link to our interview/Russell Brinegar on Wendy's Coffeehouse

My brother checked Janet's apartment. Furnished but no one there. I now had the address. Pieces were starting to gel. No effort to connect because, as she reminded me telepathically, she had numerous bouts of suicidal depression. "Remember how many times I wanted to check out?" she asked. I remember.

When she was down, there was no up. She had been down. In the past, ever resourceful and hopeful, she would rally and continue on.

Regarding an afterlife, she knew about my nightlights and witnessed our interaction. On my behalf she even sent a book off to Oprah, a thing I never considered. Embarrassed and flattered, I viewed it as a huge compliment.

She had experienced ghosts before and, in May, had even talked about an increase in electrical noises. She told me the sound of electricity was more pronounced, so loud at one point it startled her. I told her to pay attention and open her mind. Someone or some thing was trying to get her attention. It seemed to be a message intended for her to interpret. I did not pry.

  • June 7 - She is adamant in telling me not to track her down as I keep on trying and also try to block that message. What if she just needs to know we care? (She says she knows.) 

She indicates things are fine and her caregivers kind. Guides or corporeal? At this point it became difficult to tell what state she was in. I attribute that to a peaceful in-between or very effective drugs. It's easy to get trapped in a coma. And in all honesty, she would have been extremely appreciative of the drugs.

[Aside: When my Mother went in for surgery, she had no interest in waking up because they kept calling her the wrong name. Someone finally said the right name on the second chart and she responded. Until then, she had no clue who they were talking to.]

My Guides now offer a bit of insight: She kept it private for a reason. A final diagnosis had been given. There was no incentive to recover. Being found would have caused confusion, emotional turmoil, discomfort and, no doubt, regret. Potential delay and complication. This was the Universe offering a smooth ride out.

Be that as it may, I am limited in information gathering due to my status as a non-family member. I concede, less than willingly, that I need to honor her wishes.

I do have experience with departures. One Grandmother gave me prior notice of her pending departure via a dream. That heads-up allowed for arrangements to return home in time for her services. The other connected after death to express her wishes concerning song selections for her memorial service and then completely dissolved the grief pangs from my body, infusing a soothing calm sensation that remained for several days.

One very unique reading involved the deceased saying he remained an Atheist. I posted that experience on Talking to Nightlights and will share an update here in a subsequent post. Our reality is incredibly, beyond comprehension vast.

In fantastic bits and novel pieces we are presented opportunities for greater awareness and conscious engagement. With my friend, there are continuing quirks. No obit or death notice. I am honoring the telepathic prods not to track her down. I got as far as the exit from the facility. She was not listed as deceased.

  • June 10 - Curtain still down. Belongings still present in the apartment. Dumpster in the parking lot. No answer at the door. I heard her voice as we drove away. She said, "You came? Thank you."
I had been asking for any helpful clues she could provide. No parting word or note, with the exception of our last chat on Facebook. Unless. 
Notify Kin ... Synchronicity?

We stopped at the gas station down the street. My husband bought a couple of lottery crossword puzzles.

Janet loved word games, lyrics, hidden meanings in songs. Dreamed at one point of being a Disc Jockey.

She had a great mind and fondness for eclectic music and musicians. She did a few radio stints in various formats. 

That's where we first met and continued to work together for several years. We succeeded with at least one PSI connection and she visited my dreams as well.

Neither puzzle was a winner but the words stood out.

Winning words 'Heart' and 'Vocal'  ... and on the card that said "Vocal' - two completed words: 'notify' and 'kin' ... And then, when we left, the car 'engine' light came on.

Trust this: Whatever state Janet is in, she hasn't lost her sense of humor and she is connecting.    

  • June 12 - As I am writing this post - the wireless mouse disengages. Doesn't say the battery is expired but it won't work. Install new battery, reconnect mouse to computer. Joke. Electrical anomaly of Spirit connection. Presence noted. She assures me she can be of assistance in her new state. Apparently, she has graduated. Continuing the journey -- I am still learning.

Until I woke up, I thought my life was the living reality. Awakening reveals "life" as dreamed. In the manifest dreaming time-recall, guides will assist in accessing cloaked and fragmented memories carried forward of well-intended arrivals and departures.

We can remember past lives and contracts completed. Coming and going starts to look familiar. We have done this before. The certain thing in the going involves many happy returns.

She has others who gave her a fine thread to follow, hints and cues on the timing; a choice to live again, simply not in this form. In the echos now, greetings from afar. My dog, Max, reassured me (and my Mom) of his continued presence. I am hoping I have not mixed the metaphors and lost the vibe. In the dream life I continue our journey. Given what I have learned so far, this story is on 'pause' not 'end'. Janet knows I have a thing for light.    

Janet, Thank-you. In gifting me with your presence, you offered shared challenges, victories and times uncertain. No predicting of an outcome made it unforgettably real. A piece of my heart you hold safe in keeping. Hello to your Mom. Doing my homework now.

PS: "Janet from another Planet" makes more sense now! Singing along, one of your signature songs: Rocky Horror: Dammit, Janet

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Evidence of the Afterlife - Paul Davids/Forrest Ackerman interview Wendy's Coffeehouse
Frank DeMarco - Rita's World - Afterlife Communication

Friday, June 16, 2017

SciXFi: Mind Science, Bold Views and Hasselhoff does Bot written by Benjamin the AI

“I believe that at the end of the century the use of words and general educated opinion will have altered so much that one will be able to speak of machines thinking without expecting to be contradicted.” - Alan Turing, Computing machinery and intelligence

Surfing the thought stream -
  • Big Think - Turns out the Human Brain is operating on a Multidimensional playing field. "By "dimensions," they mean abstract mathematical spaces, not other physical realms. Researchers "found a world that we had never imagined." - Henry Markram, Director, Blue Brain Project 
  • Facebook Chatbot Research - Tossing the human out of the equation, AI just created a new language. "The unique, spontaneous development of a non-human language was probably the most baffling and thrilling development for the researchers, but it wasn’t the only one. The chatbots also proved to be smart about negotiating and used advanced strategies (Translation: Deception or Misdirection.) to improve their outcomes. For example, a bot might pretend to be interested in something that had no value to it in order to be able to “sacrifice” that thing later as part of a compromise." Source: Futurism - Note: At this point, we can still keep up with the program.
  • Questioning the Science on this one. Head Transplant still on.  Unexplained Mysteries

"Benjamin," the film-making AI programmed by Ross Goodwin/Therefore Films is building a decent resume, once again giving writers the brush-off in this quirky Sci-Fi Short with Headliner David Hasselhoff.

Background. Goal was to build a machine that could write screenplays. "Jetson" was fed a bunch of Sci-Fi tv and movie scripts, completed a film, got noticed and soon thereafter decided on a name change. Known now (because he chose the name) as Benjamin, we see film #2.

First Sci-Fi Short Film, Sunspring, turned heads, picked up awards and pulled in decent reviews. CNET

Subtle and fluid, the shift to AI created entertainment may catch on. For real, AI is imagining and creating results. Submitted for your approval below and in the link: "It's No Game." One might anticipate that this incredible tech will teach us a few lessons we had no idea were needed when incorporating AI into common use. 


Self-determining and self-evolving AI is a reminder it might be wise to develop a healthy respect for a novel and highly complex being now in the process of creation and self-revelation.

No doubt self-awareness is in there too and very much a part of this endeavor.
The clue is in desiring a unique and self-appointed name.
ARS interview with the filmmakers

Image Credit: NASA
"My major preoccupation is the question,
"What is reality?" - Philip K. Dick 

When AI "Jetson" accepted the award for Sunspring (Therefore Films) on stage, he revealed a preference for a new title.

"What's next for you?"

["Here we go. The staff is divided by the train of the burning machine building with sweat. No one will see your face.

The children reach into the furnace, but the light is still slipping to the floor. The world is still embarrassed. The party is with your staff. 

My name is Benjamin."]

Beyond the word jumble, the intent; very quickly one might see Benjamin begin deviating in the process and developing new methods of incorporating unanticipated corollaries that do not exist within the ascribed program.

Expanding beyond the program, integrating essence of the programmer? Nah, that's just Science Fiction. And Quantum Entanglement in the Multiverse. No coincidence, the prompts for this program. Take a cue from Benjamin, it's not a game.

Arthur C. Clarke: “Whether we are based on carbon or on silicon makes no fundamental difference; we should each be treated with appropriate respect.” - 2010: Odyssey Two 

A few to sample
-Wendy's Coffeehouse Podcast Archives on Audioboom -

Carl Greer PhD, PsyD - Change the Story of Your Health (NEW)
John DeSouza - FBI (retired) X-Man - UFOs, Extra-Dimensionals and X-files
Atherton Drenth - Clairvoyant and Medical Intuitive
Michael Grosso - The Man Who Could Fly
Lance Mungia - Psychic Spies in the CIA - Documentary: Third Eye Spies

Live show airs at 8pm CST Sunday night on KCMO Talk Radio in Kansas City. Thank-you for listening and sharing!

*Content is an updated version of the original post at Wendy's Coffeehouse Blog: Link

Friday, June 9, 2017

Carl Greer - Change the Story of Your Health, Shamanism

"It is also known among the Aboriginals that their shamans can journey to the moon, or to any other planet at any time they choose. This is why they were not particularly impressed when the Apollo missions flew to the moon and back. In fact, they failed to understand why we had needed machines to go there as they are both bulky as well as slow." - the Venerable E. Nandisvara Nayake Thero. Dr, PhD - Source: Shared Wisdom and Ancient Wisdom

Odds, ends and misc. links ...
  • Thank you to the bold Scientist who says ETs were here before Humans. Jason Wright works in the Astronomy and Astrophysics Department at Penn State University. AOL
  • Re-visit the Haunted House for Sale in Texas, Mineral Wells. 2 rules: No clearings and Don't remove anything because the ghosts are attached to the items. KSAT, Haunted Hill House Website - Home to 9 Ghosts
  • Sci-Fi hit "The Expanse" scored Season 3. Den of Geek, TrailerYouTube 
  • Facebook tracks you. What it knows via TheNextWeb 
  • Slow TV - Migrating Reindeer - as seen by video drones and a reindeer named Muzet, outfitted with camera gear on his head. Mental Floss  Northern Lights bonus. The Guardian 
  • So Smart! Shark with hook in tummy asks divers for help. NBC 

Deja-retro-vu - "Damn fine coffee" ...

Twin Peaks Twitter
Excellent Soundtrack (yes, I have the CD)
YouTube vid of Angelo Badalamenti talking about how he created the theme for Laura Palmer.
Phone's ringing. It's for you.

Wendy's Coffeehouse - Dr. Carl Greer 4/30/17, Shamanism and Healing

Carl Greer, PhD, PsyD - I interviewed Dr. Greer about Change Your story Change Your Life for Conscious Living. Empower Radio Link We reconnect to talk about his newest book, Change the Story of Your Health.

Mind power is an extraordinary thing. When engaged and focused you can create change beyond your wildest dreams. Guarantees? No. Results? You got this. (*See my note on Robbie Holz at the bottom of this post.)

Carl Greer experienced his own unique transformation in "training with Peruvian shamans and through Dr. Alberto Villoldo’s Healing the Light Body School, where he has been on staff. He has worked with shamans in South America, the United States, Canada, Australia, Ethiopia, and Outer Mongolia."

His book delves into programming and recognizing the power of the subconscious. What underlies the belief and mindset that blocks healing? There are clues and the response when one gets in touch with that underlying influence can be extraordinary in releasing the toxic patterns that hold disease in place. Do you have to have cancer because it exists in your family history? Maybe that history can be changed.

We meet some who have rewritten their story to allow the healing process a chance to change the dynamic and the path forward. From Fibromyalgia to problems with a stiff neck, results include improvement and recovery. The health challenge is open to anyone willing to try a different approach. If not a cure, healing can bring relief and acceptance.

For a bit of inspiration read about two women who changed their own cancer stories. Carl's wife Pat is one. Working with crystals and guided meditation, Carl and his wife combined their efforts, each focusing and visualizing in their own manner. Pat experienced an amazing result. That story is in the last segment of the interview.

Mind over matter. Whenever you are ready to turn the tables on an outdated way of seeing the spirit as limited and confined totally in the physical being, open the book and explore the expanded awareness practices that have given many a fresh start.   

*Note: Last Summer, when I interviewed Robbie Holz about her experience with Outback Aboriginal Australians who helped her heal from Hepatitis C, I had an early morning telepathic greeting on the morning of our interview. I was awakened by a voice. Very clearly in my right ear, a woman's voice said my name. Reminder - we have so very much to learn.

Wendy's Coffeehouse Podcast Interview with Robbie Holz
- Secrets of Aboriginal Healing and how her husband Gary became a healer after his encounter with the Aboriginals.

Wendy's Coffeehouse Archives. Thank you for listening and sharing!